So in less than 12 hours IVF round 2 will officially commence with my first shot of stimulation medication (stims).
OMG!
I'm excited, scared, worried and in a little bit of denial. It feels a lot safer to just be talking about going through another cycle. To actually be starting a new cycle...yikes. I've never really failed at something this badly, and I can't stand that I don't have any more control over it. Lack of control is a scary place but it's where I have to live for the next four weeks. I have to keep reminding myself to just let go. Just do my thing and go on about my life. I can do this and there is no reason to think it won't work.
Bring it on!
Peace, Love, and Being a little bit brave,
MK
"There is no hope unmingled with fear, and no fear unmingled with hope." Baruch Spinoza
OMG!
I'm excited, scared, worried and in a little bit of denial. It feels a lot safer to just be talking about going through another cycle. To actually be starting a new cycle...yikes. I've never really failed at something this badly, and I can't stand that I don't have any more control over it. Lack of control is a scary place but it's where I have to live for the next four weeks. I have to keep reminding myself to just let go. Just do my thing and go on about my life. I can do this and there is no reason to think it won't work.
Bring it on!
Peace, Love, and Being a little bit brave,
MK
"There is no hope unmingled with fear, and no fear unmingled with hope." Baruch Spinoza
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